brokebitch scenerio #1225: santa said no.

Santa wouldn't even take a nice pic with me as he told me "I can't help you" REALLY?!

So I decided to go to the Nutcracker to have a little holiday cheer with friends.The tickets were ones a listener didn't pick up(brokebitch friendly)  The night before I get a note from my roommate who decided she didn't want me to live in her house anymore telling me I had til  the 31st to get out. So I thought maybe I shouldn't  enjoy myself at the Carolina Ballet.  I left the tickets under the outside door mat for a friend and the next morning I decided I wasn't going to let someone who's ignorant and thoughtless to a season that should be about giving ruin my day.  I picked up the tickets and they were wet so of course I put them in the microwave to dry. Um. not the best most clear decision I've ever made in my life.  They turned black and I was for sure we wouldn't see the ballet that day.  However, Raleigh Memorial were unbelievably nice and issued us new tickets. The ballet gave me hope that if I focus on the good in life maybe I could steer my way to a better 2013. 

I focused on getting us into the ballet with blackened tickets and we did.  I didn't let a woman who thinks a clogged toliet led to a leak in her plumbing ruin my day. I know my roommate is ignorant and unreasonable but I'm the one facing eviction with no place to go.  I left my "safe" bubble of my hometown to fufill a dream.  I gave up time with friends and fam to be here and make something of myself.  I gave up money I had to use to move across the country.  now I'm brokebitch.  I refuse to pack up and go home with my tail between my legs.  I was the first to graduate college in my family. Go Ball State Cards! ;)  I was the first to leave Indiana in my family.  I was the first to not settle for getting married and having kids just because that's what society expects of you. I think it's great if you want kids but not so great if they are not for you as in my case.

I"ve learned a lot from my sturggles.  I can live without Starbucks. Although when I do indulge I make sure I get the most for my money. For instance if you put $5 on a registered sbux card(go to starbucks.com) you get a free drink in the mail.  Then every thing you purchase you get a star.  So if I want two drinks for instance I order my first one and run my card. Then I say Oh I forgot I need to get a second drink for a friend. ;)  I ran my card twice getting two stars!  Then I look at each cash register to see if they have a survey lying around(when you fill out you get a $1 off and it takes 2 min online) so often they'll give me the surveys noone wanted to take the time to fill out.

I've learned to be thankful for my Job.  I always say YES. If my boss wants me to work on Christmas I say yes.  Now you also have to have a life too so you say yes but...  I actually think that'll be one my NY resolutions to not be such a workoholic.  However, it's part of me. I've always had a strong work ethic.  So yes I'm the only one here on Christmas day BUT I get NYE off.  That's a holiday I like celebrating.  So I can't feel sorry for myself, I'm doing what I love and frankly because I don't have parents or kids I would be doing nothing today anyway. The other positive point is now my coworkers can enjoy time with the family they do have. So frankly I"m like Mother Teresa up in this piece ;) lmao

 My former speech coach who died of cancer always said "suck it up and tough it out" So I will do just that.  It's a new year in a week and I will focus on my triumphs of 2012 for more in 2013.  I met THE Courteney Cox.  yep I talked about my clogged toilet but she gave me a hug.  ;)  yep, that happened.  It's me and you know what if I weren't the quirky me I wouldn't of ended up in Napa Valley interviewing THE Courtney Cox.  So, even though I probably wouldn't of talked about my clogged toilet if I had to do it over...it sure makes for a great story!  I went to preview THREE Broadway musicals with DPAC.  I've loved Broadway since my Mom bought me tickets for Christmas to see Marie Osmond star in The Sound of Music.  I'm lucky. It's easy to get down when people like an ignorant roommate make you feel less than.  However, I get to play radio everyday for a living.  I'm not stopping for an ignorant woman who apparently doesn't get how fabulous I am! ;)  I can only stop myself  from winning by letting negative people get to me!  Ok so I talked to Gavin DeGraw about getting beat up in New York City...not the best thing to say but It's because I'm Mandi, I say what I think and sometimes it's funny and sometimes it's embarrassing but in the end it's  a GREAT STORY. I'm thankful for meeting Gavin and he followed me on Twitter so apparently he didn't hate me for bringing up the fact he got beat to a pulp. 

SO, Santa shook his head no and turned his back on me saying he couldn't help me. um true story.  My friend Rebecca who took the picture said she'd never seen  Santa do that.  I asked for a new home and a man and  he said "I can't help you"  Well I guess I don't need negative people helping me anyway.  I've got me.  I think I'm pretty capable of making 2013 a success, plus Santa goes back to the North Pole anyway ;) lol  I read a blog from a radio idol of mine, Chase Murphy , he said "Take yourself seriously and set real goals. Working towards the success you want, opposed to wasting time trying to find the exit, is far more productive and healthy"  We try to hit the fail button because it's easier than trying to win.  Blowing off an interview so you don't have to challenge yourself with a new goal or job is so much easier.  They wouldn't of liked me anyway.  Going home is the easier choice.  I have so many friends and family but the unfortunate part is I see a more successful future for myself and I know my break is so close I can smell it or maybe that's my cup of coffee...either way it smells achievable and yumo.

cheers to SUCCESS in 2013 to all my brokebitches.

Mandi